experiences that i spo or want to have

•  having an expanse of land or country to just do lots of thinking by myself
• having time without demands to work on my thoughts and fears
• having time without demands to do research just for my own understanding and confusion
• having time for eating...eating out....slow time for eating out and walking around....maybe sitting down somewhere and leaving your butt on the floor.
• time for god but not all the demands in the world
• time to explore by ourselves and like, be back before bedtime, and just go to understand things
• time to not really talk to others...but ourselves and each other talaga
• time for friends....but not really family.
• time for reading things that are lifechanging
• time to study or adjust your personal habits
• time to record things from the past
• time to not really discover things......but rather look back on details and questions from the past
• time to enjoy everything life has to offer, i guess, alongside friends...close friends.
• time to understand living beside your friends. and not extra people in your life who just vaguely need help but aren't really on topic...
• time to make a mistake or two.